Art, Philosophy, Spirituality, Life Coaching


Kabbalah has been like many things over time exploited and twisted into a pretzel that is nothing like the original or the true Kabbalah in its’ original form, and I have realized that about many things including Messiah, and how that was also misunderstood by well meaning Jews in the time of Jesus.  I have discussed my view of the type of Messiah Jesus is as I see it, one from legalism.  

Kabbalah is helping me understand that even in terms of relationship, though I may very well not agree with a particular view of someone I care about and who cares about me, but I should be willing to try and understand where that comes from, especially if they try to do the same for me.  If we can come to understand where they are coming from in terms of that perspective, then we might be able to come to a point where we can say “I love you, care about you, and I understand where you are coming from, wow we have the same over all goal for life, humanity etc..just see a different road of getting there and I can respect that.”  I am realizing with the study of Kabbalah that it is all about perspective, spiritual perspective, vibrations etc.. I am learning to look at the Pentateuch as a book of symbol and metaphor, allegory of  levels of consciousness, as well as seeds of history and sociology combined.  It is truly transformative.

mourning us

Education has gone to the graveyard and it went to the graveyard the minute the government took over, the minute the initials NFP came in to existence. The minute that happened, all semblance of life skills and education took a nose dive.  Why?

 First let me put forth what I see as education being.  Education is supposed to teach you certain life skills and practical education matters such as:  Public Speaking , Writing and Reading, Self Management, Networking and not just with those you like or agree with,  Mathematical Concepts, Science Concepts, Decision Making/Critical Thinking-like don’t stay out drinking till five if you have to get up at seven to go to work and have a major presentation that day, Relax all work and no play, bad for you BP, Basic Money Management, Context through Actual Factual NOT ReWritten History and Precedent, How to Fail and not whine like a big baby. Constitution-Bill of Rights-Federalism-Republic, Importance of Capitalism in a Free Society.  It is is to be a place where ideas are to be debated within the context these subjects, both conservative and more liberal, to allow for critical thinking of both sides of all issues without intimidation or safe spaces on either side.  It is meant to be a place to make men out of boys through very vigorous debate, study etc…  It is meant to also make women have a healthy balance between and appreciate both their femininity and also their intellect.  This is what I see as what education is at least for America a nation that came out of the yearning for Religious and Economic Freedom, for Capitalism, for Limited Government, for the Freedom to have inalienable rights given by God, not government not man of which government is only a steward of, not creator of, therefor has certain handcuffs on it, that can not must not ever be removed.  The founders know that if those handcuffs were ever removed and if there was not clear separation of the branches of government and if judges became activists, started legislating or bureaucratic agencies did so it would be doomsday and we see now it is just that for our nation.  If this is what education is, what is it not ever to be:

It is not ever to be a government cocoon of protection against any one ideology over another liberal over conservative, or vice versa.  It is not meant to be an indoctrination of any one particular view at the silencing by intimidation of another, or mocking of another.  It is not meant to be a place where social issues such as gay marriage, the LGBT lifestyle is shoved down children’s throats and parents are no longer parents because now the criteria and judgement for what is appropriate for one’s child to know and understand at what age is not longer in the hands of the parents but a bunch of nameless faceless bureaucrats who have the friggin gall to think, they know what anyone ought to be taught and at tax payer expense when public education and universities are subsidised by tax payer money.   It is not meant to be a place where a nation like Israel, the only democratic nation in the middle east is demonized and Jewish students harassed regularly to where to where they are afraid, and same for very devout Christian students on some campuses.  It is not meant to be a place for political recruitment only for the vigorous discussion of varying political ideas, that is all, where professors are neutral on all subjects at all times, and simply facilitate, nothing more and nothing less, sometimes asking provocative questions, only as a means to stimulate discussion, nothing more, nothing less.  For this reason and for our Constitution and Bill of Rights to be truly honored I pray for an end to all public education and only private free market education to exist.  Howe would we fund it?  

Not rocket science.  Overhaul every single government program to phase out all social services, put all of that in the hands of the churches, community groups, eliminate the NFP status treat church like a small business, put al tax rates low, use money ceased from all crime activity for road and infrastructure projects, something to this effect, have sliding scale for medical care, think outside the box, use online learning a lot and it can be done all at low cost.

 Namaste, Shalom and Amen

Fear To Step Forward


There are times when we know we have a deep connection to someone, it’s mutual knowledge at every level, yet we have this notion that everything has to be perfect and our lives to be perfectly sorted out for us to move forward.  I am realizing, no such thing, a myth.  

Life, timing situations will never be perfect or ideal for anything, only what is in our heart, spirit and soul in full alignment will be, and if we can overcome fears of failure, or not being good enough whatever it is holding back and approach the person with all the sincerity of our heart, spirt and soul, speak from the heart about what is going on then the rest will flow very naturally where it is meant to.  It really annoys the hell out me when either myself or anyone allows fear or this notion of things not being in perfect order, or every t and every i not being crossed and dotted as an excuse for not moving forward.  I have made a vow to myself that I will not let fear or things not being perfect ever keep me from moving forward with life, the arts, relationships, though a very different worldview would be a big problem for the long term of a relationship.  When I see someone in my own sphere holding back, not fully engaging because of fear, of all the t’s not being crossed, the i’s not being dotted, in their own situation and things not in perfect order on their end, frankly it’s a bit annoying.  If one waits for perfect this and that, nothing will happen, nothing will get accomplished and nothing will every flourish or move forward.  I have also decided that I refuse to allow myself to stay annoyed when people are stuck in this mindset of “things have to be perfect for me to approach this person, include them in my life, even as friend or in whatever capacity”.  I have decided that I can still care, still allow myself to be open to that psychic connection, be inspired by it etc.. and move forward to form other connections and if others decide to bring me into their lives fully without this notion of perfect timing circumstances etc… then it is going to be their loss.  I intend to keep being open of heart, spirit and soul, in friendship true.  As I said, it is up to others if they choose to engage as well in full or not, and if they do not and others do then at some point all efforts on part in reaching out to them will be fully abandoned and it will be their loss not mine, as I have always reached out in sincerity and friendship true, with encouragement and faith in their fullest potential.  

Namaste, Shalom and Amen


When or If BLM or anyone tries to equate these thugs and their movement to Civil Rights or even the LGBT segment of society forcing churches and businesses to violate their religious conscious to cowtow to their lifestyle, they are in grave error and when BLM or anyone engages in acts of violence, loots businesses and beats up bystanders, they must be declared a terror group and group non grata, immediately sanctioned and disbanded.

When MLK and those who wanted voting rights and an end to segregation etc..decided to bring about change they sought integration, unity, and through peaceful means, never through violence, even when they faced violence. They never sought to become wanted to become criminals and thugs, never would have dreamed of going that route, causing harm and destruction, no matter what was done to them. They were people of integrity, of faith etc.. and they knew that the Bill of Rights, the Constitution and being American, in America was a privilege and that any attempt at change had to be done within the boundaries of that Constitution and The Bill of Rights, also the law, always. That is why MLK parted ways with those who wanted to use violence and violate the law, become no better than criminals and thugs, become the likes of let’s say an Alinsky or a Bill Ayers. Kudos that they did understand the great honor and privilege of being born in the USA of the Constitution etc..

If I were leading a state or even this nation I would make it clear that if your group or you as an individual engaged in acts of rioting and such you would be considered a domestic terrorist and be placed on such a list immediately arrested, there would be long term consequences. No way would I tolerate disrespect to law enforcement, destruction and looting of property, none of that. If you choose to be a thug, a reckless criminal, then you will face consequences and if you choose to create havoc on a city wide level you or your group then you will be considered a domestic terrorist and there will be stiff consequences. If try and block traffic and commerce, immediate arrest, that will not be tolerated either. If you want to protest, fine, inundate the office of your political leaders etc… with faxes, emails, letters and if you are going to protest do so quietly, peacefully, orderly. Understood. Bill of Rights is not a license to criminality, and that also has to be understood.

Either we are a law and order Republic or we are not. Either we have a Constitution and Bill of Rights with Freedom of Conscience that includes business, at home, at the pulpit, never calling for violence, addressing the behavior only as out of natural order, or we don’t.


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Life and Liberty, God Bless America

The light shines within., going out in connection to the Divine Creator.

Most Life Coaches etc… are charging anywhere from $50 an hour to $10,00 an hour and they will argue that if you don’t charge a lot then you don’t value yourself and others won’t value you either.  That might be true, but I am choosing not to think that way. How am I thinking?

 I am thinking from the heart and that if I had had a good spiritual life coach early on in my life to help me discover core truths and even form a clear authentic vision I would have reached my goals and fulfilled my dreams a heck of a lot sooner in life, and  much more.  I would be in a different place, but because there really was no one to give me clear direction, not really not anyone with clear solid spirituality and values that aligned with mine, not really, I was in a maze trying to find direction, my direction.  I don’t want that for others.  That is why I am offering lifetime of coaching through a private google group for $125.  I may raise that periodically by a few dollars, but I am not going to be charging $10,000 or anything like that to prove my worth.  My worth is based on caring and what is in my heart, spirit and soul, and my core values.  I am now in the promotional stage and uploading material to the private google group, so I hope to have members to the google community soon, very soon.  

Namaste, Shalom and Amen


Inspiration Peace and Love

These two prayers are prayers that I chose because they are ones I am drawn to.  The Holy Spirit prayer is one that I love because to me it is the Holy Spirit of Hashem that gives me the words etc.. and I am simply a vessel to receive the inspiration given that comes from the Holy Spirit, so this prayer asking God to send His Spirit, His inspiration, guidance makes sense to me.  The other one about the ship, well life is an ocean and we are the ship, and if we don’t know how to steer our ship of our individual boat, then we are not going to do well, we will sink and sink fast.  We require good navigation equipment and a good lighthouse as well.  To me that is my spirituality and my faith, which for me is Judaism and true Kabbalah, which I am discovering and it is not a huge mystic mish mash as sold by many books etc.. That’s another blog for the future.


The Journey That is Life.

Today I got an email from my fellow Hadassah member about an event hosted by UJF regarding countering BDS, something I feel strongly about as I do the existence of Israel and my Zionism, among other things.  I even sent in my forms for membership to synagogue and hope to work with the synagogue to advocate for Israel strongly, its’ existence, growth, while still honoring my Italian heritage.  This invite really got me thinking. 

In a relationship, long term, for me at least, worldview matters, it matters a great deal as does having someone I can share all that with, in synchronicity.  I want to be able to share advocacy for Israel, for its’ existence, to work with my life partner to expose the lie of Palestine and all that, to fight against BDS, anti-semitism, as I do against Italian stereotyping and such.  I want to be able to build an artistic and coaching collaborative something together, a legacy for future generations.  I want to work with them to share with the world the beauty of the Jewish faith but also of the Italian culture, language.  There is a lot I want to share with the key person/s in my life and worldview is one of those things, advocacy for Israel is another, study of Kabbalah, of the Jewish faith, sharing of the beauty of Italian language, culture etc.. is another and collaborating on creative and coaching projects together, build something for generations to come is also important for me.  I know in my heart the person/s who fit/s this, who has the same conservative worldview I have, respects law and order, Constitution, Conservative Principles of the Constitution, of Government, who like me rejects liberal progressive ideology etc.., has that creative side in spades.  Now it is just a matter of them coming forward to include me in their life fully, completely and I hope that happens very soon.  I know it will be incredible mutually when it does and I very much look forward to it.   It will bring peace, and great joy to my life, to my heart, spirit, and my soul.

Namste, Shalom and Amen