Almost

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I found myself thinking of someone from the past today and I realized we were “almost”.  We almost had a friendship, but due to whatever it never really got off the ground.   We almost had a relationship, but stuff and baggage got in the way.  We spent time together but were never really together.  We cared deeply for each other, that’s how it seemed.  I was was always hopeful as the time went by, as the years went by.  Recently I almost believed we might have the opportunity for that friendship, relationship.  I almost believed a different scenario was possible for this person and me, but almost doesn’t cut it.  I feel empty by this, there’s a hole and pretending that whole, that empty space in the spirit and soul doesn’t exist isn’t the answer.  I need to connect to the Creator, His realm, to that deep faith I had lost to an extent.  I will do so, will fill that void left by that almost friendship and relationship.  Amen, and Shalom 


kappello

Born in New Jersey, August 1965, this Italian-American has always had a great interest in music, particularly the Oldies, Country and Ethnic music, including Irish. For over 10 years Ms. Appello passionately taught ESL to students of varying ages. Grounded if her faith and spirituality, Katherine endured a range of issues, including a great deal of pain, which was finally diagnosed to be associated with Fibromyalgia. The essence and the power of music, of words, allow Katherine to overcome these struggles each and every time. We are all blessed to have Katherine’s strength, wisdom, and words to write “Pray For Me Tonight’