Eulogy for Mom

I have had this literal pain in my heart for the past few days and I guess with planning for mom’s funeral, which is tomorrow, I have not really grieved and last night as I was crying and listening to songs such as Heaven God Another Angel and others, the tears flowed for the pain […]

Spiritual Awakening, Process

  Everyone wants to be enlightened, aware, and hopefully very wise, have right priorities, hope so anyway.  Often that road to really getting it, really understanding priorities, what really matters, a true union with the Creator, with the Divine, Holy, Sacred and those principles of life day to day do not come easily.  Often it […]

What’s Cooking?

I am seeing the holiday season before me and at the same time moving through this situation with my 96 year old mom not being okay and that tension is throwing out the window any botox treatment for my neck and shoulders.  I have done some heavy lifting, as mom only has help three days […]

Guiding Principles

As we get crazier and crazier in the world, as the world gets crazier, news is not even telling us nationally all the mini quakes and stuff going on because naturally they don’t want to scare us.  For those of faith, and I can only speak to the Christian faith, biblical Christians, not cultural Christians […]

Who Screws Us Over?

When God got fed up and unleashed the flood, who caused the flood to be unleashed and only one man to be saved for the future of mankind in a restart of sorts?  Most will say God, God caused the flood.  Did He?  It says the evil was so great in the heart of mankind, […]

Is Wealth Really the Problem?

  When you hear this condemnation of abundance, prosperity, success, you are hearing God offended.  No one should ever advocate greed and unethical attainment of prosperity, ever.  However this hatred of success, abundance, prosperity is ungodly, and unholy.  if you look to scripture, Abraham, Isaac, Jacob, Joseph, Job, David, Solomon, Joseph of Arimathea, and Lydia are […]

Ties That Bind, Letting Go

I still remember what a dynamo my mom was, what a formidable strong lady she was in every way.  Now, seeing her frail, not remembering what day it is, confusing day and night at times, her recent fall in the kitchen because her legs gave way from under her, it’s odd, and it’s sad.  A […]

Is It Perfect? Well…

  Science the final frontier as Star Trek opened up with.  Yes, science is a great tool, but is it a perfect tool?  Well, no it isn’t.  Science in the lab, or even when you do polling is not perfect because it involves lots of suppositions, hypothesis that may not be able to be tested […]

Emotional Responses in Healing the Hidden Self

  I have been thinking a lot about emotions with everything going on around us and healing.  Healing is a great way to bring about changes in  emotional responses as regards for example  anger, resentment or other negative responses that might be triggered. Our emotions react to things we harbor in our mind, such as anger, fear, resentment, […]

My Biggest Regret

As I look back at my life, there are so many Paris’s.  There are things God had put in my heart to accomplish and each time I started, took a step and then fear of failing, of not being good enough, which comes from childhood stuff that I have discussed in other posts, would come […]