Sadness, Peace, Resignation

There is a sadness that never really leaves me, it’s always there, and I have been trying to figure out what that sadness is, what it’s about.  When I saw this quote, I realized, the sadness is about being tired of being tired, of the Fibromyalgia crashes etc.., tired of Read more…

Prison Is A Choice

The endometriosis and one or two other issues have made it so I really don’t go anywhere, other than my immediate neighborhood or doctor’s appointments.  This could become a prison if I allow it to be.  Instead I have begun taking notes of what I see, observe that catches my Read more…

The Fibro Blues

As I lay there on the sofa, wrapped up in my robe and blanket very late, As I pondered how I was losing more and more of myself, How I was losing more and more to this shadow, this cloud, Which never seems to dissipate, Sadness came over me, though Read more…

Body May Break, But….

Fibromyalgia basically breaks your body down, so now my sugar levels and blood pressure are all wonky, here there and everywhere.  My doctors are working on getting them all under control, but it’s frustrating, yesterday evening I crashed on the couch, finally went and check my BP and it was Read more…