Sadness, Peace, Resignation

There is a sadness that never really leaves me, it’s always there, and I have been trying to figure out what that sadness is, what it’s about.  When I saw this quote, I realized, the sadness is about being tired of being tired, of the Fibromyalgia crashes etc.., tired of Read more…

Prison Is A Choice

The endometriosis and one or two other issues have made it so I really don’t go anywhere, other than my immediate neighborhood or doctor’s appointments.  This could become a prison if I allow it to be.  Instead I have begun taking notes of what I see, observe that catches my Read more…

The Fibro Blues

As I lay there on the sofa, wrapped up in my robe and blanket very late, As I pondered how I was losing more and more of myself, How I was losing more and more to this shadow, this cloud, Which never seems to dissipate, Sadness came over me, though Read more…

Invisible, Not to Me

This is just for starters.  Pretty much my day is dealing with these symptoms, these issues.  When people ask why faith matters, faith in God, faith in community, in people who care about you being there for you matters, it’s because otherwise you are on a boat in the middle Read more…