Let It Go

Caught in the middle of my parents nasty divorce, bullied at school, and a bunch of other stuff that is not anything I would want to repeat, and the Fibromyalgia and issues coming from that test my patience almost daily.  Then there is the would’ve, should’ve in terms of getting Read more…

Raising a Teenage Daughter

Let’s face it, teens can seem to be aliens from another planet and with all the pressure and bullying they can face these days, it’s nuts.  How do you handle living with a teenage daughter?  Though I have no kids, I was an ESL instructor and have observed stuff in Read more…

Thank About Pain

Anyone who loves someone very much, and even in our own lives, pain is not something we welcome, and if there is chronic emotional or physical pain or emotional wearing down because of physical stuff going on, we can feel overwhelmed and I know there are period of time with Read more…

This is Faith

Faith can be tough to define and I have been on a long and winding road in terms of faith and what believe, where I belong, it’s been a roller coaster, but as peace has come into my heart, spirit and soul, no matter what is going on and the Read more…

Attacking Intangibles

Whether you believe that God and Satan, are separate entities or as Kabbalah believes it”s One Force, Creator and He is the cause of all things, and the challenges we face are necessary for our personal growth, think about when faith starts to wobble or when we lose all spirituality. Read more…

Progressive Really Progressive?

  9 Problems With Progressivism   Progressive, you think progress, but is it really?  What we have now is not pure and true Capitalism and that is the real problem.  We don’t have a Capitalism that is not subsidized to save the big boys from failing, restructuring etc…, and we don’t have people Read more…

Each Day

We hear this a lot from spiritual persons, live in the moment.  What exactly does that mean?  It means ou are able to be present in the day you are in, observe, learn from it, be open to learning from it, which doesn’t mean you totally alter who you are Read more…

Scars

I have learned to wear a mask, to have a “whatever, it is what it is” attitude.  This stems from my childhood.  After my parents divorced and issues with that, very visible throughout my life and young adult years, where I was not always wise in my choices, in stewarding my Read more…

I Shed a Tear or Two

Last night, as once again a longtime virtual friend was not connecting though online, I suddenly felt this sense of mourning, and I shed a tear, or more than a tear.  That cascaded into more tears, as I suddenly found myself thinking of other lost friendships, and what I have Read more…

Too Much Positive?

Can there be too much positive?  Well yeah, just like too much pessimism, too much ice cream.  How do you know when positive is toxic positive?  I found a great article that talks about this. https://www.romper.com/p/7-ways-to-tell-if-positivity-is-actually-toxic-positivity-16966859 Much of my life I tried to build things based on just being positive, Read more…