It’s Okay To….

I have this pain, this sense of something stuck in my chest, right below the breast cage, and the pain etc.. got so bad that yesterday at 2 am I had to go to the ER.  I have been really doing my utmost to keep it all together for mom’s funeral and sorting out a […]

Eulogy for Mom

I have had this literal pain in my heart for the past few days and I guess with planning for mom’s funeral, which is tomorrow, I have not really grieved and last night as I was crying and listening to songs such as Heaven God Another Angel and others, the tears flowed for the pain […]

Why The Chaos?

What the heck is going on?  The pandemic, election chaos, why all this craziness?  Chaos is what the darkness, spiritual realm of darkness craves, but one might ask, why would God allow chaos and all that?  Think of it as a cave where things are hidden and when the flashlight is flashed, you see the […]

Spiritual Awakening, Process

  Everyone wants to be enlightened, aware, and hopefully very wise, have right priorities, hope so anyway.  Often that road to really getting it, really understanding priorities, what really matters, a true union with the Creator, with the Divine, Holy, Sacred and those principles of life day to day do not come easily.  Often it […]

What’s Cooking?

I am seeing the holiday season before me and at the same time moving through this situation with my 96 year old mom not being okay and that tension is throwing out the window any botox treatment for my neck and shoulders.  I have done some heavy lifting, as mom only has help three days […]

Who Screws Us Over?

When God got fed up and unleashed the flood, who caused the flood to be unleashed and only one man to be saved for the future of mankind in a restart of sorts?  Most will say God, God caused the flood.  Did He?  It says the evil was so great in the heart of mankind, […]

What Happened To…?

  In ancient times, in Greece and Rome open debate, fierce debate was a welcome thing, part of education, this notion of debate, of back and forth, fiercely, not violently, but passionately, also with reasoning.  Education from elementary to higher education is supposed to be a place where there is an open exchange, and debate, […]

Rest, But Don’t…

I have not been feeling all that great these past few days, a bit of a cold.  I had the plan to record some meditation stuff for the store and one or two other things.  The fibromalgia and this cold are setting me back, so how do I react?  I could push through doing what […]

For the Fallen

For the Fallen.  As I look around at how much disrespect there is for those in law enforcement, for those who give so much to keep society safe, it breaks my heart and from that came this poem and thus this video.

The Underminers

How many of you had the experience growing up of being told in various ways to limit yourselves from being all you can be? The movie ìs Incredible is a wonderful metaphor for this. In this movie, the superheroes ñ the people with extraordinary powers ñ are restricted from using their powers. When I was […]