If I had to describe in a nugget what fibromyalgia does, this is one way to do it.  It drains you to where you feel nothing, very few things bring you joy, but you have to move through it.  I’m not willing to concede Fibromyalgia the victory, so I will keep writing, doing what calls me to do.  I don’t know if I’ll ever not feel drained, but I can’t just curl up and stop living.  that is not, must never be an option.