Yesterday my doctor informed me that I had low blood sugar, though a few months ago the concern blood work showed it was high, and there was no sign, even remotely of diabetes, none. What the heck is going on?
In a case like this you have to then go to the metaphysical to figure out what is going on. I had to think of what could be having my body doing these summersaults? It dawned on me that I have told others to get focused, get very focused on their path and all that, so maybe I need to take that advice and apply it to myself. What is my path, what do I want to be doing during my days? I wish to be in my own space literally, having my own space, as well as mixing and mastering equipment or software and a new mac. I wish to be spending my days creating and also recording performance poetry, songs, as well as practicing my Jewish path, learning, while also through the music, honoring my Italian heritage. Having concluded this as my heart’s true path and wish, then I need to focus my prayers and my energy on this on achieving this. I have to focus on attracting the space, and opportunities to grow, produce so on and so forth as an artist, to inspire, be inspired, and also to have the foresight to grab hold of those opportunities, to have the courage to do so, to live and not just exist. I realize that my body is not going to accept that my being is not going to accept my deviating from my authentic and true self, path, so if I am going to get balanced and in a state of true wellness, then I must focus on attracting the space so on and so forth to thrive artistically and the prosperity to change how I am living my life. I must get very focused, very focused, very very very focused on my artistic path and my study of Judaism., how to balance that with my conservative beliefs on certain things.