As I read this I thought wow a lot fo it, that’s me, that’s where I am at, and what I have come to understand. I tell myself daily to get over it, whatever it is, and get moving with life, with living, being a warrior for inspiration, all that. I realize time is precious and it can’t wasted with people who are not 100% honest and sincere, who want to play games etc…. If people come with truth, honesty, sincerity, open heart, then I welcome them. I realize I am very much loved, loved by my creator and no greater love can there be, if I truly am open I can feel Him and all of heaven with me.