Stop Trying

I have spent much of my life going in circle emotionally, spiritually and financially because I have spent a lot of years trying to run from my baggage, childhood junk, from me, from life.  I was always looking at what was wrong, what I thought it should look like and all that.  I was so busy waiting for any relationship I started to fall apart that I never really gave it a chance to be something wonderful.  In seeking to run from me, from life and because of expectation that things would fall apart as they did with my childhood and my parents, all that I wasn’t able to really fulfill my potential artistically or in ministry, nor was I able to really let people into my life.  Now that I understand this, I can be found, create a great life.  Not saying it happens overnight, but this knowledge is a good place to start.