All Lives?

I see this commercial for CARE and the words, I agree with, every life is precious, but yet it is meaningless because in our world that is not true.  There is no care for, sense of precious life when that life is developing in the womb.  Some will say, it’s semantics, but words matter and […]

Crucial Decisions Most People Fail to Make When It Comes to Estate Planning

Recent events with the passing of my mom and now being a one financial resource household with my being on SSDI has brought home the reality of sound finances, how crucial that is and how crucial planning is.  If I had had this insight, understood this sooner, I would be in a much better position […]

It’s Okay To….

I have this pain, this sense of something stuck in my chest, right below the breast cage, and the pain etc.. got so bad that yesterday at 2 am I had to go to the ER.  I have been really doing my utmost to keep it all together for mom’s funeral and sorting out a […]

Between Rock and Hard Place

  Between a rock and a hard place is where I find myself.  Mom went onto hospital again, was found to have a number of issues that her Internist should have spotted, but missed.  Now, they were going to discharge her this weekend, but besides her having pain, I have the flu, and they wanted […]

Why The Chaos?

What the heck is going on?  The pandemic, election chaos, why all this craziness?  Chaos is what the darkness, spiritual realm of darkness craves, but one might ask, why would God allow chaos and all that?  Think of it as a cave where things are hidden and when the flashlight is flashed, you see the […]

Spiritual Awakening, Process

  Everyone wants to be enlightened, aware, and hopefully very wise, have right priorities, hope so anyway.  Often that road to really getting it, really understanding priorities, what really matters, a true union with the Creator, with the Divine, Holy, Sacred and those principles of life day to day do not come easily.  Often it […]

Who Screws Us Over?

When God got fed up and unleashed the flood, who caused the flood to be unleashed and only one man to be saved for the future of mankind in a restart of sorts?  Most will say God, God caused the flood.  Did He?  It says the evil was so great in the heart of mankind, […]

What Happened To…?

  In ancient times, in Greece and Rome open debate, fierce debate was a welcome thing, part of education, this notion of debate, of back and forth, fiercely, not violently, but passionately, also with reasoning.  Education from elementary to higher education is supposed to be a place where there is an open exchange, and debate, […]

My Biggest Regret

As I look back at my life, there are so many Paris’s.  There are things God had put in my heart to accomplish and each time I started, took a step and then fear of failing, of not being good enough, which comes from childhood stuff that I have discussed in other posts, would come […]

Rest, But Don’t…

I have not been feeling all that great these past few days, a bit of a cold.  I had the plan to record some meditation stuff for the store and one or two other things.  The fibromalgia and this cold are setting me back, so how do I react?  I could push through doing what […]