Human beings often want the forever, things to stay the same, life to stay the same, for relationships, even friendships to always be in perfect flow, communications etc.., and it is a noble wish, but not very realistic. Relationships like the weather have seasons, some relationships rarely go though the Read more…
I had a hysterectomy a few weeks ago and today had a follow up with one of the specialists, to see how the recovery is going and all that. After the exam I am told that internal stitches have yet to dissolve, and to boot, my menopause has kicked in, Read more…
Yesterday the I got to the doctor’s office I was feeling sunny, broke out in a cold sweat, had the beginnings of a Vasovagal episode and when I got home I ate a bit, and still felt off, so check my sugar, it was low, considering I had had an apple turnover, Read more…
I came across some images of Battery Park and it brought back memories. Fibromyalgia and different health issues of late, my hypersensitivity to heat, and in general has really made me a homebody, more so than I was. The walks I used to take in the eventing or even Read more…
Anyone who loves someone very much, and even in our own lives, pain is not something we welcome, and if there is chronic emotional or physical pain or emotional wearing down because of physical stuff going on, we can feel overwhelmed and I know there are period of time with Read more…
We hear this a lot from spiritual persons, live in the moment. What exactly does that mean? It means ou are able to be present in the day you are in, observe, learn from it, be open to learning from it, which doesn’t mean you totally alter who you are Read more…
I watched the Memorial Day Concert on PBS, as I do every year, and my dad was wounded in the Pacific and he was never quite the same. Each time I watch it I cray, I get up when certain songs are sung, when the navy song is sung at Read more…
As I lay there on the sofa, wrapped up in my robe and blanket very late, As I pondered how I was losing more and more of myself, How I was losing more and more to this shadow, this cloud, Which never seems to dissipate, Sadness came over me, though Read more…
Parenting is a tough job, often not appreciated at all, or if there is appreciation, it’s in spurts. Then you have the added layers of all the stuff youth is exposed to, and all the subjective, do as you please and let everyone do as they please, so long as Read more…